Mundane

So tired…. Guess sleeping too much the past 4days only made me more tired… haha

It a mundane day… Nothing exciting happened… Guess it because  I haven’t been feeling really good. But well is life… Emotions, passion and everything else just go up and down, down and up… Everything that goes up must come down… Everything that is down must come up. Nothing stays up all the time and nothing stays down all the time.. Man sound just like the stock market.

Bored by this post? Oh well! The title said it so -  MUNDANE!!!! or maybe boring is a better word to use hahahha….

OH… Maybe if i talk about Tuesday would be more interesting..

Yesterday, we were making our way home from Jimmy’s house (his bro to be exact). As we were heading towards the carpark and as usual, we girls will be taking our own sweet time, talking and joking as we made our way to where the cars were.. So the guys will be in front and the girls……. Far far behind…. Then there was this suai bird who tripped and fall on the 2nd day of CNY, in front of 4 girls and got laughed at by 1 (and the one who laughed was me). Can’t help it…

He was walking toward our direction and dunno where he was looking; he tripped over the curb and fall on his four. He stood up quickly and decided to look up at the sky as he walked away… refusing to look our direction(what if he fall again because he wasn’t looking at where he was going?? hmmmm) Anyway…  he was silly.  He should just pretend nothing happened and continue his way. BUT he tilted his head and stared at nothing-ness; it makes him looked hmmmmmmmm.

はじまりの風

It tugs at my heartstrings……

Kanji

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
“いつでもあなたを信じているから”

あの時 夢に見ていた世界に立っているのに
見渡す景色に 足を少しすくませ
だけど後ろ振り向かないで 歩いてゆくこと決めたから
見上げた空 七色の虹 あなたも見てますか?

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
夢に駆け出した背中 見守るから
舞い上がる風よ 想いを伝えて
“いつでもあなたを信じているから”
羽ばたけ 未来へ

例えば、たいせつなひとを胸に想う時は
誰もがきっと 優しい顔をしてるはず
道は時に果てしなくても 諦めずに行くよ

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
遥かな旅路のその先で待ってる
舞い上がる風よ 運命も越えて
願いは届くと 信じられるから
いつかまた逢えたなら あの笑顔見せて

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
遥かな旅路のその先で待ってる
舞い上がる風よ 運命も越えて
願いは届くと 信じられるから
恐れるものなどない”あなたがいるから”

Romanji

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE)
“itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara”

ano toki yume ni mite ita sekai ni tatte iru noni
miwatasu keshiki ni ashi wo sukoshi sukumase
dakedo ushiro furimukanaide aruite yuku koto kimeta kara
miageta sora nanairo no niji anata mo mite’masu ka?

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE)
yume ni kakedashita senaka mimamoru kara
maiagaru kaze yo omoi wo tsutaete
“itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara”
habatake mirai e

tatoeba, taisetsu na hito wo mune ni omou toki wa
daremo ga kitto yasashii kao wo shiteru hazu
michi wa toki ni hateshinakutemo akiramezu ni yuku yo

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE)
haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete
negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara
itsuka mata aeta nara ano egao misete

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE)
haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete
negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara
osoreru mono nado nai “anata ga iru kara”

English

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message
Because I will always believe in you”

That time I was standing in a world I saw in my dream
Surveying the landscape, my legs tremble slightly
But I won’t look back, because I’ve decided to walk forward
Looking up at the seven-colored rainbow in the sky, do you see it too?

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message
Because I will watch your back as you run towards your dream
Soaring wind, deliver this thought
Because I will always believe in you”
Fluttering towards the future

For example, when a person thinks about the one important to them
Surely they have a kind look on their face
The road through time is endless, move forward and don’t give up

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message
At the end of your faraway journey, I will wait for you
Soaring wind, exceed your destiny
Because I believe my wish will be delivered
If I meet you again someday, show me your smile

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message
At the end of your faraway journey, I will wait for you
Soaring wind, exceed your destiny
Because I believe my wish will be delivered
There is nothing to be afraid of, “because you exist”

Moonlight

I was discouraged and upset over the fact that I din manage to get any tuition jobs, part time or etc 2 weeks into 2009. That means I am nowhere near to my goals. And being caught up with my plans; I forgotten that God is still my provider. It is not anything new or something that I never experience before. Just that as I grew older and become self sufficient; unknowingly I become independent of God. Not such a good thing cause eventually it becomes easy to give up my faith.

Anyway, at the end of CG, San got us to pray for ourselves and one of the prayer item was to declare our trust in God. I did… I declared that He is my provider and trusted Him. So guess what, the next day I got a call from a tuition agent; there is a assignment to teach an India lady chinese… Hahah INTERESTING!!!! I got the assignment…

First lesson : Hanyu Pinyin…
and I flop… arrrrggghhhh….. NVM i will do better the next time. I just wonder how am I gonna rectify my mistake… hee….

Friday I’m in Love

i don’t care if monday’s blue
tuesday’s grey and wednesday too
thursday i don’t care about you
it’s friday i’m in love

monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn’t even start
it’s friday i’m in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate…

i don’t care if mondays black
tuesday wednesday heart attack
thursday never looking back
it’s friday i’m in love

monday you can hold your head
tuesday wednesday stay in bed
or thursday watch the walls instead
it’s friday i’m in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate…

dressed up to the eyes
it’s a wonderful surprise
to see your shoes and your spirits rise
throwing out your frown
and just smiling at the sound
and as sleek as a shriek
spinning round and round
always take a big bite
it’s such a gorgeous sight
to see you eat in the middle of the night
you can never get enough
enough of this stuff
it’s friday i’m in love
i don’t care if monday’s blue
tuesday’s grey and wednesday too
thursday i don’t care about you
it’s friday i’m in love

monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn’t even start
it’s friday i’m in love

Wake up to a cool morning

It is a cold cold morning… Can’t help but to wonder how it will be like 2-3 yrs from now at about the same time, when I am in Japan doing what I always wanted. Will I wake up feeling the same way as today or?

Stay the Same – Joe McIntyre

A song that I always loved. This song encouraged me through those times when I was finding back my self-worth. It feels as thou there was this unknown man telling me to just be myself and just by being myself I can be loved and accepted. I do not have to fight so hard or struggle so much just to be loved. Just by being me is enough….

Her Gown Choosing Day

My writings, pictures stolen from the lady’s blog

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2 Jan 09… It is a miracle that i woke up at 7.30am to get ready to go JB with Shun Ai, Randy and Viv at 9.30am to chose SA’s wedding gowns… It was kinda interesting as it was my first time going to JB’s Bridal studio… Well it ain’t a fruitful trip cause the shop was burned!!!!! When we were there it was under renovation.. I was grouchy, because of that not so ‘C’ worker; She wasted our day and effort to go JB! What she did?  She did not inform customers who have appointments with them that the shop is burned and not ready for service… This is absurd… Not everyone stays in JB!!!! We tracked all the way there just to realise that it is a futile trip!!! Her boss covered for her but in the end contradicted her in some of the statements… hahhaha… I was very tempted to corner him in regards to his contradicting comments but well it wasn’t his fault and he was kind enough to drive us back to City Sq so i just shut up…

Something fun about the trip….

Spoilt Chen Lijun enjoyed Ah soon Bak ku teh at palangi…. ahahha the setting is totally different from Singapore. It is run down and cutleries looks dirty and old.. The straws they used are YELLOW and it makes me wonder if they are recycled….  ahahah anyway the food is NICE… LOVE THE SOUP!! the best thing is that i din get tummy ache after having it … So am happy…  and the portion is Big with generous servings of “Ah Zhen”

Also the American Cheesecake at City Sq starbucks is good.. Something really funny/silly happened… The lights in Starbucks wasn’t place correctly therefore it shined directly on the menu that was mount on the wall and it was so reflective that I can’t see a single word; So the waiter took the whole menu down and showed it to us… Well it is a temporary solution to a permanent problem. I wonder how many times he needs to remove that menu from the wall.

Some pictures that I steal from Shun Ai’s blog

Nua-ing in Starbucks. And Jun was showing us what our good fren did to her.

Clazziquai – Sweety English Version with lyrics

Ohaiyo 2009

OHAIYO 2009!!!!

2009 starts on a positive note.. Had breakfast with Kok Koon, YZ, Jimmy and Ming Yan…..we just didn’t sleep and chatted overnight; later we decide to go for breakfast at MacDonald … Chatting with them always changed my perspective and always encourages me to go on and fulfilled dreams that I have.

We shared on our dreams for 2009…. It was good. I told them that I will settle down and also save up for Japan and planning to go by 28yrs old. Hoped that I can do a better planning… To go there I have to earn more so will be taking part time jobs or freelance. Ming Yan suggested that I try out at “message on hold” it is a company that sells telephone systems and automated telephone systems needs a nice voice, prehaps they may use my voice for their system.  Anyway just try. Just do whatever that pays me…

My goals are vague, guess i will have to sit down and plan carefully. I dun wanna waste 2009…

Guess what we were talking about Christmas 2009… What we gonna do, what our theme gonna be like and etc. IT WAS FUN!!!

2009 will be a even better year with little tears and loads of smiles…. =)

(one of my wildest dream is to BE THE NEXT BOBBI BROWN!!)