林俊傑-你要的不是我

怎麼能忘時間多長
你快樂嗎想代替你回答
你知道嗎走了好遠
我才能去面對
這份牽掛沉默傷悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動
只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙
就連說話都會顫抖
我被遺忘在你遺忘的角落
歌名:你要的不是我
怎麼能忘時間多長
你快樂嗎想代替你回答
你知道嗎走了好遠
我才能去面對
這份牽掛沉默傷悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動
只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙
就連說話都會顫抖
我被遺忘在你遺忘的角落

Personality – The real me

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Another test:

(now you know how free I am)

1. You’ve got great self-confidence and you’re full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people’s feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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Ok the last one.. this is so true hahaha

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that’s why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don’t just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person’s personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn’t meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

傳說

韩剧《太王四神记》中文片尾曲

宇宙洪荒那時候　第一句愛是誰說出口
當時的他　如何形容　對方聽懂不懂
開天闢地了以後　第一對戀人甚麼結果
洞穴湖泊　日升月落　他們愛了多久

如果我們那時就相遇　會不會愛得比較放心
也許分離　還沒被發明　來折磨愛情

一千次輪迴都不錯過　一萬里相隨都不放手
在每個盡頭　再約好碰頭
再睜開眼　就認出你我

一千次輪迴足不足夠　一萬里漂泊又算甚麼
這人海遼闊　愛總被磋跎
總該留一篇傳說

我會盡我全力　抵抗時間的侵襲
不停地愛你

一千次輪迴都不錯過　一萬里相隨都不放手
在每個盡頭　再約好碰頭
再睜開眼　就認出你我

一千次輪迴足不足夠　一萬里漂泊又算甚麼
這人海遼闊　愛總被磋跎
總該留一篇傳說

還好我有你　幸好你有我
一起寫一篇傳說

He’s just not that into you…

I watched it weeks ago..  I really like this movie. It about encouraging women that we can be cool and move on if there is a need. We do not need to always anticipate or wait by the phone for a man whom we are interested in to call us. Cause if they are interested, they will. If they don’t then they are just not that into us.. It save us from alot of heartbreaks and disappointment. Sounds simple yet it is not that easy….

Next few blog will be on the book ‘He’s just not that into you’. Some interesting pointers for women to look out for.

Slumdog Millionaire

Slumdog Millionaire – The movie that won 8 oscar award

It is about a boy who grew up in slum and participate in ‘Who wants to be a millionaire;  by sheer luck and experiences in his early life he manage to answer the all the questions. Due to that, he was suspected for cheating. His life story unfold as he explained how he knew all the answers. The reason why he join the show is not because he is hard up for the money but knew that the woman he love will watch the show. That is so sweet

The scene that got me thinking -

After he lost his mother in a riot, he lived in a dump with his brother and a girl (the one he loved). One fine day a leader of a syndicate of beggars came and coax them to leave with him with a bottle of coke. They were taught to beg and a group of boys who are required to sing to him. The day came when he thinks that the one of the boy sang very well and is now able to earn more money for him. What he did? He BLINDED the kid with acid. OMG. This is the life of the kids in India?  What kind of life they have? Imagine this. Wake up the next day and you lost your vision forever.. Man that is scary. The emotion trauma the kids gotta face after being blinded or limbs being removed is….

After watching that show. I really think i have a very good life.

Letting Go

The curious case of Benjamin Button

After watching the show, it stirred up emotions that were well hidden. It stirred up the love for my daddy…..

The scene – Daisy was dying and wanted to tell her daughter who her real dad is.. So she asked her daughter ie Caroline to read his diary to her (daisy). After Caroline found out the whole truth, she also saw the cards that were sent by her dad…. He wrote ” Happy birthday Caroline, I wish i was there to celebrate your birthday with you.” I started tearing.. Cause it just reminded me how my dad may had felt or been feeling. His regrets and pains…  I overlook it and became so selfish to only think of what had happened to me….. He never had family warm, acceptance and peace in the family that he is born to. In this family he created, it is only natural that he did not know how to do it…. What more can I ask from someone who never know how to do it.

I am letting go of the anger, the hate and the grudge.I wanna make it up.. AND it will be NOW that I will do something.

I wish I had realised this earlier…