Dark days when will you go away?
Who will chase away the dark clouds?
Who will hold me ?
Who will tell me everything is gonna be alright?
Dark days when will you be over?
I made a wrong choice?
I got intoxicated ?
I regret?
Dark days when did you steal away my joy?
My heart is filled with confusion.
My heart is filled with anxiety.
My heart is filled with fear.
Dark days you took away me.
P.s : I remembered …. ….
A friend told me a circumstances and it just got me thinking……
I fight for my career, earn lots of money to buy all that I want but did I forgot those whom i considered precious? Did I took them for granted and think that they will always be around? “I’ll be nice to them tomorrow” that is what i always tell myself but do my tomorrow comes? Was I too caught up with life that those precious ones had moved on but I’m still left in the memories of the gathering 3 years ago? Did i chose everything else except putting my love ones first?30 years later, I’ll be done with career and youth fades away…. will my love ones and friends still be around me or will I be all alone in a big house?
All the above I am guilty of and I hope i can do better today.. cause 30 years later, I hope my dear ones will be around and we can laugh ourselves silly while we talk about our yesteryear.
Last week was church’s 20th anniversary. I think back of my 10yrs in church. I wondered if God never found me then. What kind of life i would have.
I am glad that i was found by Him.
He knew i like home cook food so he packed dinner…
When I am unwell.. I get to eat my favourite spaghetti…
and this is how we look together…
I am really happy and bless to have him….
What more to ask? Having someone so into me… Having someone who loves me as I am.. Every morning wakes up to receive an sms telling me how much he treasure me and enjoy having me around… =) Tho we fight but his level-headed way of handling things make it easy to solve and work it out… I am happy and i hope my friends will also be happy fr me… =)
Sunday 03 May… We gathered to seek the face of God… He did a work in my heart…
He spoke through man to tell me:
I am loved….
This is very important to me….
Ps 46:3 &4
(outdated post.. I forgot to publish)
After so looooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg… Finally, finally i got a fair appraisal………Yes yes…. LOL
Okie i know times are not good and i can’t expect alot from my bonus. But it is still a good thing to know that all my efforts are appreciated and I did done well for the past one year. To me that is the best encouragement and motivation to continue working hard.
